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here you go . the video .....aint I good??




too late to apologize lyrics , by one republic . the song rocks man!


I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...



I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, it's too late


I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you


And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...


It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...


this thing is freakin funny .








http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pts-t0mGEYE


I shoulnt trust you but I want to ,
I can't help it ,
I should't believe you but my feeling wont shake,
It wont leave you alone .

and I dont know how to let it go ,
when fires bursting my inside .


Just so u know ,
your head is full or yourself ,
and I cant help it ,
I'll sit around and cool myself down ,
throught you should know ,
you dont have to try your best to forget me now ,
cuz you face gonna get punched ,
who knows?? it might even wacked your memory out ,
just gotta say it all
before I go ,
just so u know .

It's getting hard to be around you ,
theres so much to say and do .
do you want me to tell you the thruth,
or let you hide in your hole??



Your noble sacrifices I dont get it ,
And I wonder why I'm waiting here ,
Looking back I realise ,
Its all there , just waiting for my punch .

Danced at 8:50 AM

orriginal lyric.

"Just So You Know"-jesse macartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

Danced at 8:46 AM

I'm really pissed!

okayy , ladies . I'm freakin pissed right now ! I really dont get it with guys! one minute your chatting niely , the other the sent you a mail tellin you they cant be friends with you bcuz they love you . they even give you a slide from power point and dedicate a song to you . and he dump you at maple reason? bcuz his sis fix him up with a new one . and guess wat he did bfore that ?/ he propose! and then before you know it , he delete you frm his buddy and guild! and you get really piss .how can u sent like 2 songs , 5 great slides and calls him shit and when Im soo full of myself ?? this is wat I call jerk dude . and guess what?? He even dig 2 great poem out of me .

Danced at 8:37 AM

randomly feelings down there

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

there is a feeling inside me ,
eating my inside ,
there an urge in my brain ,
that want me to live in fantasies .

would it change if a cross the atlantic ,
would it change if i dung the deepest hole,
would if change if I found the most valuable treasure,
would it change if I find the end of the rainbow??

I dont want to live in a castle ,
I dont want to know everything ,
I dont want the heavy jewel ,
I just want to be better .

I have everything I want ,
deep at the core of my heart ,
I have everything I dont want ,
covered my feelings into darkness .

Danced at 6:21 AM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

okayy , i decided to let go my dobt about the friendship thing . after all , friendship last forever dont they ?? cs2 , didnt change , so far , all her friends at 13 , most of them betray her before but shes still friends with them , I dunno why , but I dont think she mind . she just dont trust any of them anymore , althought , all of them seemd to be there at her time in need . but , the planning, the secrets its still all with me . at times like this , I still wish I was still with her . cs2 is not the kind of girl that can stand on her own feet easily . she need someone to be with her all the time . shes like my unofficial little sister . I still regret the days where she needed someone and I could not be there to support her . she had to tell someone else , sometimes deal with it herself . she's happy u know . I think she sorta need someone to be there . I used to call her almost all her free day . now , Im not callin anyone . I;ve always have the habit of calling my best friend everyday , sometimes ,twice. I bet some of you know what i mean . now I'm not callin anyone . occacionally , I would pick up the phoe and dail cs2's num . I still remember clearly . 56339478 . its still in my mind . Ive forgotten cat's or heng's . Cs2 treat me well , can be bitchy sometimes , but shes still there . but , sadly , she dont seems so understand what I've always wanted to tell her . I'm still afraid she wont understand . I've never told anyone . I just wished , she could see...

Danced at 11:27 PM

my poen of apology to a narrow-minded friend .

Monday, October 1, 2007

I'm sorry I called you a girl
althoght , i admit , you'll look great in a dress .
I'm sorry I called you gay ,
like I did with everyone else ,
But heather still says , 'join my club tonight . '

Your pride is bigger than your head ,
wasnt it a burden too big to bear?
wonder how you do it
but I'm not suprise at all ,
arent all the guys the same??

no wonder relantionship doesnt last ,
I have no right to say it ,
as weve only met on the net ,
or the dusty streets of pereon ,
so , I'll zipped my mouth .

sorry , dude ,
I feel uneasy calling you dude ,
as I've heard from ER ,
that someone called you a girl at fm .
and jenn said your gay .

I'm fine both ways ,
I'm not as narrow-minded as u ,
as I ve already welcome the 21st cetuary ,
like u called me a bitch , wonder why I never got mad??
bcuz I admit I was one .

sorry if there is any spelling mistakes ,
mr-my-spelling-is-perfect ,
If only there is any mistakes .
wont you say my english rocks now?
>.<


HIS REPLY:
....wth???how can u just make a poem like dat???aiya...dun fake lar u copy frm net or book der right...tink i stupid ar?sorry lor,i am not such an idiot.And u said that relationships doest last...haha...****************************************************************************around thats of cuz u cnt have a relationship that last u b00b. T_T sry , its not a bad word or anything . I just prefer to cencor it .

Danced at 9:57 PM