C-box

I lied at my first confession ,
you knew from the start ,
why did you take the risk ,
you knew I was never true .

It was toxic , it was acid ,
it was written at at the front ,
why are you so foolish ,
why dont you think with a mirror .

Dont kill yourself for me ,
Don't put your hopes too high for me ,
Its not worth it ,
I'm not worth it .

You weren't suppose to know ,
I didn't want to upset you ,
But they say love is not something to force ,
I hope you understand .

I never lie when I told you you took my heart ,
I gave you my hand ,
and you gave me wonders ,
I'm sorry to say that ,
the love for you have fade and will never return .

I didnt mean to hurt you ,
but he drove me crazy ,
you werent suppose to know ,
but I'm sorry you caught me red-handed ,
I'm sorry and I hope you have a nice life .


today is the day I have to give my report card to my dad . I really dont know how to fac him . Its not that hell kill ,me or anythin . the most he will wack me and lecture me . But I guess wht I'm afraid is the face hell give me when he sees my results . Ive nvr forgotten the face . an now , I told him tat teachers gonna giv report card on monday and he wan me to get the freakin card . I damn scared leh!!!!!!!1 and i even change my marks on a couple of 'D' so I think if I give right now after the whole porcess , I can breath again cuz its all over . I'm defenatly gonna giv today but I reallyu dun know when lorh . b4 6 lah . b4 he go out lah . b4 mamamia . help me jesus . help me god . hopefully I can go through the thing . freakin scary . shit . kay , needa chill...