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the results we're out and I really can already feel the dissapointment in my parents eyes. I care about my results okay . But I really don't know how to sit down there and study . and my parents are not gonna be satisfied . I don't expect them to be either . on the net or in reality , I really don't know where to run? in reality , I try so hard to make my life easier . I'm a VERY patient girl . I accept people's flaw full heartedly and acknowledge it . so basicly , I'm ready when they do something I dun like . But still , however fully prepared am I . people won't just make it easier for me . and now I'm very tired . Tired of everyone . In the net , opening msn used to be my excape for reality . and now , everything is different . It makes my head ache . I don't want to keep hearing sorry . I don't want to care . I'm fed up . I don't want to keep going with your mood swing . and I don't want to talk to you . and ...I guess I just can't help it . I just want to spend some time with you . I want to talk to you alone . and yet , you we're talkin with so many other girls too . I wonder if you do the same thing too the rest too . I know that you could be really doing that right now . and I know I really should stay away from you , but you are always on my dreams and you're taking over my mind . I really don't know wat to do right now . you're not that guy I met anymore . you don't talk alot with me anymore . I'm the one who always have to start talkin , making topic . I guess I'm the only one who wants to talk . and you're properly just annoyed ... I keep telling myself that the reason I want to talk to you is because I want to keep our friendship but I guess thats preety old excuse. right?? I really don't know wat to do now .


hey everyone , how are you doing . exam over d and there is still a weigh in my heart . maybe the fact that there are still exams ahead of us for the rest of the years and the fact that we can never rest until we finish life's race . since I've been a teenager , I 've had so many different persoanality, sometimes I wonder who am I .I guess it's a period of time everybody go through .




jordan knight & deborah gibson . say goodbye.


tear drop on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Danced at 2:18 AM

this song really brings out my heart . its not some song with boombastic words . taylor used words . her words . which makes this song evrything .

Danced at 2:13 AM

Friday, February 8, 2008

the red jumpsuit apparetus-face down lyrics.

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..

Danced at 6:24 AM

this song rocks man. the lyric and everything.

Danced at 6:20 AM

Friday, February 1, 2008

I dont really know what to do . how people changes . I used to call those people that smoke tactless and dumb . I used to call those people stupid and idiotic . and now I don't know waht to do . What am I to do when my bff is smoking . I don't blame her . But I can't kick the crap outta her . its her problem and she have to deal it herself . but what friends can do is stay with her . and support her . cs2 , I love you . you're a big girl and u know what to do . stop smokin , and love you always ..

Danced at 2:13 AM