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cs2, guess wat? I finally know how it feels like when you got dumped . It's not easy to shallow right?

Remember I told you about the guy .how we we're really good friends and he really helped me through the dark times when I couldn't find anyone and I felt really lonely sometimes when you're not with me . I'm still working on it . and eventually he came to have feelings and been giving me obvious signs yet I was too afraid to admit? he left me stuff and he moved away . we still chat through msn and we we're doing great . he wasn't who he used to be . and I really don't know how to communicate anymore . yet , shin , guess wat ? I still like him very much . weird huh? and we talked last night , and he keep asking about his 'there' punya friend. and it was a she . I was cool with that . but when she added me into the conversation , It sort off hit to me . the way they we're talkin? it was exactly the way we used to talk . and right there , it broke my heart . it was raw , unbearable , its not cancer . it's like literary squeezing my heart and letting it go and squeezing again . it really really hurt..shin.it really hurt and there we're tears . I haven't cried since i wan 6 you know . I called you but you we're still in tuition . and now , I don't know wat to do . I know what I should do . let him work his magic , maybe the other girl was better right? but I really don't want to see him just dating her right in front of me . but I know its good for him . I really dun know wat to do . work your magic chai chen shin .