C-box

A look to the gossips ,
a kiss on the cheek ,
will you stay true ,
to your words and your heart?

Your eyes are decieving ,
your plastic smile glow ,
why do my heart sadden,
at such a wonderfull sunday?

close the doors ,
shut the windows ,
smell the grease of filthy ,
no air .


death is jusr a simple phase ,
a long , hard road ,
up the nine skies , the chinese say ,
to the final place of judgement .

it is what we've done,
to go to the gates of hell ,
it is our hearts that count ,
to graduate to heaven .

come what may ,
bend down on your knees ,
come what may ,
a great wind gushing towards you .

In our hearts ,
you will always share ,
In our soul ,
your mark will be permenant .


What am I suppose to say?
Wasn't expecting a reply ,
Wasn't expecting a liar ,
My mended heart crashing down to the cold hard floor ,
Will my heart ever stay safe?

My fingers lingering the keys ,
searching for the right word to type ,
thinking trice ,
for the right word to say .

What are u expecting me to say ,
what are you expecting me to feel ,
how do you want me to act?
so cough up with my emotions , as if what I have to deal is not enough .

If it's a game to play ,
I'm pulling out the strings ,
if it's a penance you want to pay ,
save it , I don't care .

I could see your reaction in my dreams ,
so many possibilities ,
so afraid of making the wrong move ,
running is the only solution .

run , run ,
how far must I run ,
to satisfy you ,
to full fill your ego .

Thank you for the disappointments ,
In a way I could see it coming ,
but didn't expect it to be like this ,
A big band aid strapped over the damage you've done .

The seal was right infront of me ,
drafted and complete ,
My sign is stamped and sealed ,
all left was a thin line of frienship , hanging on the sky .





I guess the exam-mood finally kicked in . and exam-mood =stress+tension times 2 . 2mr is the maths paper and as freaked out I am , surprisingly I felt COOL . really la . but I hope the COOL won't lead to FAIL . but seriously , I think I'll go thought the pms than THE EXAM week . it sucks . I know wonder who made exams anyway ??


My dearest babe aka bestiez...

Now only you know just how i feel... But i am fine... Cause you fell down once doesnt mean you gonna fall down for the next time... I am always here for you... Know what... I didnt know that you both still communicating with each other... I was suprised... Never cry for what is over, smile because it happen... Ashley listen... Maybe he is not yours... Have you ever imagine you both's future? That might be a sweet dream... But dreams are for dreamers... If you really thinks that he is supposed to belong to you... Go ahead... As he made a big effort for giving an abvious sign... Babe... Brace up... You can live without him... Know why??? Because you are living for yourself, THE PURE ASHLEY CHOI HUI YIN... You life shouldnt control by him... When he is yours, I will wish you with all my heart, full of sincere... When he is with other girl... Keep your feelings, GET OVER HIM... You dont have to see hkm dating her right in front of you... PLEASE you are hurting youself... He might be a player or loyal people... Depends how you think about him... You have much more things to do in the future... e.g. advise chen shin, love chen shin... Ohya you can also ejek her kao kao... Kaka... We are made for each other,remember???

Mode: Taylor swift -Tear drops on my guitar http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7DRtl6CTqc&feature=related

Warmest Regards,Chen Shin


okayy this is kinna random . I wrote an e-mail to the best friend in town , cs2 , part of the guity reason why she's her today is 75% because of me . and as much as I've tamned down (thanks to cfill) but still I dun know what power I had in me , some of the people around me are and miniture version of her . okayy , maybe a little more miniture than the already miniture size . but the exam were near and I had carvings for maple story after quiting for so long . random , I know . but anyway , I posted at my blog an e-mail for cs2 , seeking besties moral support . and this was her reply . a couple of months back oso . swt , I know ..