about me
hi , I'm ashley , been having a huge trouble on changing my blog skin but i hope this one really works out .
am 16 this year , and I'm an OLD november child .
loves the music
and eager to grow up and know more about life .
adores orange
currently allergic to fish!!
and SPM .


wish list
can I wish for straight A's for my SPM ?

I guess i want a JOB.
AT POPULAR BOOKSTORE. CALL ME!
and HANDPHONE! how nice if i just write and will happen.
hopes santa visits my blog;)


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Thursday, May 8, 2008

What am I suppose to say?
Wasn't expecting a reply ,
Wasn't expecting a liar ,
My mended heart crashing down to the cold hard floor ,
Will my heart ever stay safe?

My fingers lingering the keys ,
searching for the right word to type ,
thinking trice ,
for the right word to say .

What are u expecting me to say ,
what are you expecting me to feel ,
how do you want me to act?
so cough up with my emotions , as if what I have to deal is not enough .

If it's a game to play ,
I'm pulling out the strings ,
if it's a penance you want to pay ,
save it , I don't care .

I could see your reaction in my dreams ,
so many possibilities ,
so afraid of making the wrong move ,
running is the only solution .

run , run ,
how far must I run ,
to satisfy you ,
to full fill your ego .

Thank you for the disappointments ,
In a way I could see it coming ,
but didn't expect it to be like this ,
A big band aid strapped over the damage you've done .

The seal was right infront of me ,
drafted and complete ,
My sign is stamped and sealed ,
all left was a thin line of frienship , hanging on the sky .



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