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I really dont know wat to think or feel . bcuz , things hvn been goin perfect lately . I look at my old life , and I look at now . I realize somethin , I'm not blaming my parents anymore for makin me leave 13 . I love 13 . I like 13 . But , after reading dareen shan and LOTS of influnce frm er . (swt ) I realize sumthin . maybe Im fated to meet the new friends of mine . er , wj , jie yi and yinn , elaine , jean , and kazuki . I mean i really wanna help kazuki , I just dont know how to . shes just spoilt and need a little help in realising her prob . damn , why all of them are so freakin happy?? it sometimes makes me realise that maybe I can be as happy as them to . I could give it a try . I could learn about smilin again and forget about the past . i let it all go edi , its just the thought that kept huntin me . I guess I finnaly realise sumthin new about life today , life its not just money and peing 'the' it one . its about meeting people and live a life that you wont regret . to learn from every mistake . to be tolerate with every body and forgive and forget . my frens at cfill , u might not realise , but ur helpin me everyday , and Im also exited to be helped by you'all every day . the naive and innocent jie yi . the bubbly , original er . the like to wack to ppl , pms everyday wj . (stop hittin me girl ) the smart , resposible jie yinn . the snow white elaine . blog queen , jean . and the girl I hope i could help , kazuki . love you'all and GOD BLEES YOU