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Holidays are going to be over in a few weeks . My humour fail me , my feelings mix me up . I sit in the park for 5 hours looking aT the kids their parents paid me to look after . at 4, I'll walk to 4 house across the park and walk their dog . and their maids will pay me . at 5, I walk home to hell . Why must I always end up like this . why can't I look clearly with a positive mind and an open eye . all I know is my life suck . I feel lk a ungratefull bitch who does not know how to be gratefull of things I have . My mom I've already accept her . I finally understand her . But my brother . HEY BRO . IF U HAPPENS TO INVADE MY PRIVACY NOW! YOU SUCK ASS HOLE . yea . I hate him . and I'm not afraid to tell it on his face . I really don't understand how he got along woth ppl as he is the worst human on the planet . He's freakin selfish . all he cares is if it benefit himself . if nothing goes to him , I'm willing to bet my bottom doller that he would not help out . hes freakin narrow - minded . I look on him makes me wanna punch the jerk . I WANNA TELL U BRO . WHEN I GET OUTTA THE HOUSE , I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR STINKIN FACE . OWH YEA , chen fung . cousin , I look up to your ability to hang around my bro for long . but I strongly hope that when u feel lk you cant stand him anymore , GO AWAY!!!! before u feel lk punchin hiim . Sadly , not me . as you can see Looks lk I have no choice but if given a choice . I'll go . thx for your time . merry xmas ppl . and a happy new year .