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Paging Mr Adam Ho Xuan/Wei Zi/Jake Doggett(Who wants his surname to be doggett anyway?? its like 'hello , Mr Doggett . ' you might as well call him Mr Doggie . at LEAST its cute...)


After not hearing a word from you for like N months , there was 2 conclusion in my head .

1: I was deleted from your list and ....

2.you're dead .>.<

But I guess you're not dead but your in the sorta 'guilt' mode. But you know what?? I don't know what to belive when it comes to you anymore so I'm sorry to say , I'm not pissed.

When Des came blasting off my laptop's speaker this morning , I froze. Evrything I suspected since the time you told me Ho Xuan was not your name , came true . But with des freaking out , I think her freaking -out tottaly un-freeze me , so there! (thx , des)

Come to think of it , I'm congratulating myself for not saying 'yes' when you ask me *** . Bacause , if I did then I've just dated someone whose a KID . and thats .....EWWWWWWW! But , all those thing you did was sweet! No other guys did that for me . AND , I'm saying this in a ......kawan sorta way . (thats friends in malay)


now that I think back , if all you say was true . Then , the past would be.........I don't want to say it . OMG , I'M CRAZY!!! now , I sorta wish you didn't tell me the thruth .

Okayy , I sorta wish and don't wish . ==ignore me . But american guy or not , I still wish you could tell us face to face , or chatbox to chat box. And I wish you din't lie .

THERE , I SAID IT ALL . and btw , you tottally have to tame des down . and I'm gonna throw this at the back of my head , cuz twilight is coming to town!

GOODBYE , BASTARD . I THOUGHT ADAM WAS CUTE AT ONE TIME ! NOW , I'M GONNA THROW MYSELF AT EDWARD CULLEN OF MAYBE KISHU WOULD DO THE JOB...