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Your Patronus is the Badger! The badger is a symbol of aggressiveness, passion and drive. He is also the mascot for Hufflepuff. As your Patronus, the Badger will bite and claw to protect you. Congratulations! That your Patronus is a badger says that you are very driven in whatever you do. When you enjoy something, you go at it with all of your heart. Unfortunately, you also tend to be aggressive, and this can lead to a bossy attitude. Try to keep that aggression in check, and you'll be a wonderful witch or wizard!3317 times, 11%

Your Patronus is the Horse! The horse is a symbol of physical and spiritual power and is also a bearer of burdens. He is a powerful ally against your enemies. That your Patronus is a horse says that you are a strong person--strong enough to bear others' burdens when they become too much. Be careful to consider yourself and you will be a terrific witch or wizard.7263 times, 23%

Your Patronus is the Peacock! The peacock is a symbol of recognition, self-assurance and pride. He is one of the world's most beautiful birds. That your Patronus is a peacock says that you are very self-confident. You know what you are capable of and are comfortable with that. You tend to be more prideful than the average person, though. Gilderoy Lockhart anyone? Keep your pride in check and you will be an excellent witch or wizard!1250 times, 4%

Your Patronus is the Snake! The snake is a symbol of healing, hunting and fertility. He is also the mascot of Slytherin House. That your Patronus is a snake says that you are a cunning person. You also tend to have a healing influence on others...and you're a bit of a horny little git, aren't you? ;) Keep your focus on the more permanent things of life and you will be a fantastic witch or wizard!4337 times, 14%

Your Patronus is the Wolf! The wolf is a symbol of wisdom, loyalty and independence. He is one of history's more revered (and feared) characters. That your Patronus is a wolf says that you are very wise as a person. You tend to be loyal to your friends, even when they screw up, but you are also independent. Finding that balance is key; finding it will ensure that you will be a wonderful witch or wizard!8113 times, 26%

Your Patronus is the Bear! The bear is a symbol of gentle strength, instrospection and dreaming. He is a very powerful symbol in Native American beliefs. As your Patronus, the bear will use all of his strength to defend you. Congratulations! That your Patronus is a bear says that you are a dreamer. You have a quiet inner strength that reveals itself when you need it most. You are also rather introspective. Try not to focus too much on how you are inside at the present moment, but on how to improve it, and you will be a great witch or wizard!1215 times, 4%

Your Patronus is the Cougar! The cougar is a symbol of power, swiftness and balance. He is one of the most beautiful creatures in North America and will protect you with his powerful claws. Congratulations! That your Patronus is a cougar says that you are a quick thinker who leads a very balanced life. This quick thinking and balance cause you to often be chosen as a leader. Be careful not to let that power go to your head and you will be an excellent witch or wizard!895 times, 3%

Your Patronus is the Coyote! The coyote is also known as the 1097 times, 4%

Your Patronus is the Deer or Stag! This was also the Patronus of the infamous Harry Potter. The stag is a symbol of speed, family and compassion. He will protect you with his great, strong antlers. That your Patronus is a stag says that you care a great deal about family. You have compassion on those who are weaker and are always willing to help out. Your devotion to your family is so strong, though, that it may cause you to act too hastily. Make sure to think before you act and you will be a fabulous witch or wizard!1997 times, 6%

Your Patronus is the Eagle! The eagle is a symbol of spirituality, courage and protection. He will protect you with his sharp talons. That your Patronus is an eagle says that you are very concerned with the spiritual things of life. You are also a brave person who would go out of your way to protect those you love. A small amount of fear is healthy, however; keep that in mind and you will be an amazing witch or wizard!1473 times, 5%


Your Patronus is the Horse! The horse is a symbol of physical and spiritual power and is also a bearer of burdens. He is a powerful ally against your enemies. That your Patronus is a horse says that you are a strong person--strong enough to bear others' burdens when they become too much. Be careful to consider yourself and you will be a terrific witch or wizard.


dont call me a bitch lasbian ,
when u hvn even see me?
what do you know about me?

you see me like seeing the mirror ,
cant you look at me a little close?
Im typing without lookin at the keyboard now
lookin at when I needed to .

are you simply blind or deaf?
how can you judge me ??
when youre mind is just a narrow road.
a place with walls build so closely .

I admit my faults ,
but , honey
wont you tell me the truth ,
you know you cant hide it anymore .


I sit here today , with my hair tied together ,
if I see you at dawn ,
what would I do ?

I keep my hopes ,
locked in a box , so I could use then another time ,
would u do the same??

pour me another cup of passion ,
hopefully , I will be as good as u
what I feel right now , you will never know

cat told me I see humans like nobody else ,
sometimes , my gift fail me ,
but time mends hurt .

I'll cherish you forvevrer my friend ,
if you would cherish me to ,
I dont exepct anything from you .

I just want you to life your life to the fullest ,
with no regrets or guilt ,
before death pays you a visit .


nothing is wrong with me anymore . preety still , not shaky or anything . yesterday , which is a wednesday , I did oral test . I , my freakin name starts with a atupid letter 'A' . when you're name is like this . that means whatever u do , U have to do first . because you gotta follow alphabatical letters . damn humans that invent that thing . so , I didnt finish my freakin speech . and kazuki , my partner , finsh . I have to start first orally . no script , NOTHING . and I think I mange to cover the fact that I AM NERVOUS . yea , wj say my legs are shaky , my lips is oso shakin . but overall , ammar and my friends support me through it and it didnt went that bad . later, jie yinn tell me I gtg 2G and lend a freakin pail . and guess who is teachin in there?? MARIANI . shit . and so , I pulled up my sock and went inside . and the guess what marianni say ?? 'ada baldi ke?? tak ada lah . saya tak jumpa . ' My heart was like . fucker . no baldi . then I pull my sock for what?? wj say she follow me in oso nvr follow . *sob . then , when we reach class again . jie yinn say again , 'sry sry , not 2G is 1 G ' zha dao . so we went 1G and when i went in , i guess teacher touturing them . they all clapping say , 'come in ,come in ' I think if they can they put red carpet somemore . anD i LOOK around , where the hell is the freakin baldi?? 'under teacher table . ' 'huh??' 'under teachers table . ' wtf. put under teachers table for what?? zha dao . and then wj and I make a deal , she carry baldi down 2 fleet of stair and I 2 fleet of stair and the rest we do 2gether . so , imagine , two girls ss , holdin one freakin emty pail togther . @.@ and then when we go up , i end up takin 3 fleet of stairs and she took one oni . =.=' okayy , crazy day part 2. when we follow jie yi go see pn latifah , we went bilik guru . then cannot find . julian say 'scince lab lah !' and we met musawit . he was askin leslie to tuck in his shirt . and julian wan was no better . sianz . I have to walk faster cuz of my sock . haiz ... and the latifah say wrong person . should call ling li , the new girl . and we all rush up , and nages was inside . haiz , lazy do maths . so I stand outside and wj went in and call ling li . she say wan see hazipah wor . and we end up standin there . while hazipah was talkin to ling li , me and wj is checkin out the photos on the wall lk some freak . and then , ling li hv to copy thing . at first , she point 4 lines of words so I help her copy one line , wj copy 2 lines . then me and wj so happy , can go d . ^^ then ling li flip to the next page . wtf , 2 more pages ahh . I feel lk cryin down there . and then I say ' wei , ling li ahh . I think u betta ask hazipah properly lorh . ' good thing i smart . wei , I tell hor , I dunno wj can write so fast u know . she write one line as fast as i draw line leh . serous . and then when we reach there latifah just say a few word oni , zha dao . and wj say , 'teacher , u wan see guat ting anot?? ' and teacher laugh . crazy day . stupid day . ashley xoxo sighnin off .


sry guys , but I promise kishu Ill post mah . yesterday , was the day me and kishu 1st met and our 1st wedding day . tat was also the day I got banned forever . T.T . we didnt meet at a fantasy orbis or anythin . we met through pereon , wild boar land . the same place where I met another in a diff world . I was as usual , to greedy to share a map with anyone so , when kishu came in with rick , I didnt dare to say anything because they look obvously lk pro's . But , as selfish and as rushing to lvl as I was , i manage to open my 'golden' mouth and ask , 'can u pls cc pls . Im in a rush to lvl ' and out of the blues . he ask me to be his gf at maple story . I didnt say no . and I would be a fool if i did . he was the best a girl could ever have . the reason kishu asked was bcuz , he coulnt find a girl tat has cash and is determine to lvl and bold . tats what he told me when i asked him the day he proposed . anyway , yesterday , was our one year mark . a glorus day , and he did the best . he just told me through msn , 'get ur ass in maple at 12 tmr . our fave time . ;) ' and i hvn got an idea . all u did was follow instuctions . when he was planin , he already move my charac to pereon wild boar land . when I saw it , I was shocked! i could see all our buddies , and family with our guild . 'baby ilamas' . and I said , It wasnt my party!! 'kishu , mine is at 2nd nov . dun make me old okayy ?' and kishu did something better . 'lisis , u forget ahh , our anniversary lah . I tot if I forget u will kill me . sekali , now , u tell me u 4get . zha dao lah . ' and I realise , yea , he was correct . he gave me a kiss and rick summon crimson . lame . I know . but so far tats the only mons we can summon . so , we got sick and kishu said go orbis , more romantic wor . =.=' the baby ilmas , have always wantd to go in orbis pq as a guild , or as a party . but we are over lvled . =.=' . sad . so I did somethin good . HACK!! LVL ORBIS HACK!! aint I smart? yea . all of us overgrown ppl , went in . i took us 15 mins oni . =.=' papa died in 3 mins . =.=' no fun oso . :3 . and then we went fm . kishu did weather . 'happy aniversary , dear ' and rick did 'good luck wif stuckin wif my bro 4ever . girlie' and there was it . nth special but baby ilmas wanted to make a video about our frenship . the wedding we hv . last count 35 . >.< . all invited . I married 3 times . lolx . but , we did hv our thick and thin . my son & daughter married twice each oso . >.<


I really dont know wat to think or feel . bcuz , things hvn been goin perfect lately . I look at my old life , and I look at now . I realize somethin , I'm not blaming my parents anymore for makin me leave 13 . I love 13 . I like 13 . But , after reading dareen shan and LOTS of influnce frm er . (swt ) I realize sumthin . maybe Im fated to meet the new friends of mine . er , wj , jie yi and yinn , elaine , jean , and kazuki . I mean i really wanna help kazuki , I just dont know how to . shes just spoilt and need a little help in realising her prob . damn , why all of them are so freakin happy?? it sometimes makes me realise that maybe I can be as happy as them to . I could give it a try . I could learn about smilin again and forget about the past . i let it all go edi , its just the thought that kept huntin me . I guess I finnaly realise sumthin new about life today , life its not just money and peing 'the' it one . its about meeting people and live a life that you wont regret . to learn from every mistake . to be tolerate with every body and forgive and forget . my frens at cfill , u might not realise , but ur helpin me everyday , and Im also exited to be helped by you'all every day . the naive and innocent jie yi . the bubbly , original er . the like to wack to ppl , pms everyday wj . (stop hittin me girl ) the smart , resposible jie yinn . the snow white elaine . blog queen , jean . and the girl I hope i could help , kazuki . love you'all and GOD BLEES YOU


there is a question going around my mind these time . did cs2 apprieciet our friendship lk I did?? bacouse , i hv this really good friend of mine . er . she actually do A blogskin for me . can u believe it?? I got the feeling she know how to sprriciat friends . =.=' . how many ppl can see that?? how many ppl cares ?? I wont doubt her . it was a mistakes . but when I look back to my life , i realise , friendship last longer than love , but it hurts more . with friendship , you can have as many friend as u want , but if you dont have any , ur a loser . I hv no idea why the world is so freakin cruel . why cant we live a great happy , painless life?? why cant ot just be peacefull ??owh yea , cuz it wont be fun d . fuckin world . PISS OFF!


okayy , i didnt think that i could sink this low ?? i mean us?? we actually have to DOWNLOAD . high school musical , haiz , how low can we go ahh?? okayy , that is not that unlucky . today was preety simple , accept that kazuki went to skl today . happy she cam back to skl , and some random freak added me at msn . turns out he was my aquila guy , kishu . (sry call u freak . ) >.<>

lolx kishu:hey babe
ashley 101:huh
ashley101 :@.@
ashley 101:omg , hu are u ??
lolx kishu : erm , u dun know??
ashley 101 :am I??
lolx kishu:erm , yes??
ashley 101:sry lah , blur case
lolx kishu:=.=' see my name
ashley 101:erm...
lolx kishu:im kishu
ashley 101 :Im ashley , nice to meet you
lolx kishu : =.=' , wei , u really dun know me ahh
ashley 101 :yea
lolx kishu : u try and think , we met at maple wan
ashley 101 : which world??
lolx kishu : lemme help u
'rick rox have been added to the conversation....'
rick rocks:wtf , where is this place kishu??
ashley 101 :tokyo japan .
rick rocks : what?? I have no idea girlie
lolx kishu :im frm japan?
ashley 101 :@.@
rick rocks :yea right . kiss my ass
lolx kishu :ur ass aint that nice
rick rocks: it was smokin dude , better than smoked salmon
lolx kishu: Im not eating smoke salmon any more
rick rocks : whoo yea , my seat it smokin too
'after a few minutes of fight between rick and kishu (about ass then , smoked salmon , then his girlfriend , the hot teacher and a few random freaks I hv absolutely no idea )
kishu : look dude , wanna fight ??
rick : fine by me
kishu : aquila cc1
rick : which map
kishu : hmmm , dreamy??
rick : wei , not fair
kishu: what so not fair??
rick : u heal oni
kishu : u avenger oni
rick : but still! not fair
kishu : then where u wan go??
rick : lefre??
kishu : not fair leh
rick : u can shower lah
kishu: still not fair
ashley 101: what are u talkin about??
kishu : im lord kishu
kishu: the dude u married 3 times in maple
ashley 101 : omfg , no wonder u sound so fimiliar
rick : lisis , can bomb wif me??
kishu : she is my babe , she bomb wif me lah
ashley 101: since when i say i bombing
kishu : i giv u meso , u bomb wif me
'no reply'
kishu : and a couple of thing lah
ashley 101 : ahhh , u know what I wan ahh
rick: =.='
kishu : yea , can anot??
ashley 101 : cya all in maple . gratz in losing rick
rick : I hate this , why cant u be my dear ahh??
ashley 101 : cuz u suck

'the end'

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

okayy , lady and gems , I got a very good news for all my fellow scorpio ladys and guys . I have a really good news to tell u about our sign . okayy , today , kazuki bought this book through school mail thing . its call 'five thing to know about ...okay , I dunno what the full tittle is . =.=' okayy , but LETS forget about my dumbness and continue what tha freakin book say about our sign .

characteristic .
-sensitive , emo disorder
-has a great ability to see , feel , and look to the beyond of human feelings and see their plans .
-mysterous , lks privacy
-daring , like taking a risk
-loyal to friends and loved ones
-have a sharp mind

element.
-water

likely occupation.
-pycologist
-pycitrist
-detective
-soldier
-fireman
-will exel in medical field

negative point.
-I sort of forget
-will be a danger to ppl

the main thing.
-go well wif taurus , aquarius but will be hard to get along
-soul mate , saggitarous or gemini
-best bff , anyone on earth ! >.<

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the sin I would never forgive myself

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Calling all shards we got another victim
Coz my love has become an affliction
What did you expect of me..
what did you expect of me??
I'm sorry but i think i failed to mention
That I lied at my very first confession
What did you expect from me??
Coz this has been building since i have been breathing and i know how it's gonna end
So will you scatter my letters where they won't be found,
i gave my word and i swore that i won't let you down..but you knew all along
Just try to forget me and just move on.
Oh my dear
what have i gone and done now
A curtain call i'm about to take my last bow
What did you expect of me
Without giving away the entire ending
I ruined the evening again
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down (And now that I'm gone)
Try to forget me and just move on
I am not the one that you should blame
So take what I left you for the pain
And do your best to forget my name

Danced at 7:04 AM

seven law . ^^

Friday, September 7, 2007

Seven things to be done before death .
1. write a really good poem .
2.save ppl like me from that dark pit I feel into .
3.see my dreams and goals
4.write a book that really reflects my life
5.get to know my love
6.get my over family's grudges
7.live a life of peace


7 things I will not even do even if its kills me
1.get into the wrong side of the world
2.betray my beliefs
3.murder
4.drugs
5.ruin a person's life
6.betray those ppl that are close to me
7.pern , rebond , straightes or colour my hair .



7 things I do when Im away from the public
1.cry my heart out
2.look blankly at the mirror
3.drink booze
4.sing out loud
5.scream everything out from my heart
6.do funky moves
7.excesise


7 fave sentence or word
1.hahahahahahahahaha
2.fuck you
3.swt
4.okayyyyyy
5.huh
6.wait ahhh
7.nkp (classic)



7 fave song from all times
1.move along -all american rejects
2.Iris-goo goo dolls
3.bolervard of broken dreams-green day
4.put the blame on me-akon
5.bleed like me-garbage
6.hate me-blue octorber
7.jenny-click five


7 things I'd wish U didnt do if you did
1.fail to see the pain you've cause when you threw me aside
2.breakin me down to pieces that made the person I am today
3.lookin at me as if I were dumb
4.betraying me
5. hurt my loved ones
6.stealing from me
7.lookin down on me



7 ppl to be tagged

1.rachel choi
2.jonathan choi
3.my parents
4.catherine yap
5.chen shin
6.jye er
7.HIM

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I look at u with disgust .

I saw u sitting there withe the disgusting innocent look
How mush strentgh it took for me to pull myself down
how I dread , to punch him at his face ,
All these evil revengefull thoughts float into my mind .

I look at you with disgusted face ,
what a thief you've become ,
how low , you have to sink to get a thing as comman as money ,
how desprate you've become that made you steal from your own sister .

Now , below the heavens ,
I spat these word at u ,
disgusted with your every move ,
disgusted with every word your cursed tough speak

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Thursday, September 6, 2007

101 SUMONE

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okayy , those post today are all from my xanga . www.xanga.com/fr33lence I ;ove my xanga and now , Im waiting for jean to change my lousy skin . No offemce there . XP .

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My march fantesy

I was dreaming I was an big shot journalist . then , fall out boys came to MALAYSIA . I was going to interview the fall out boye !!!!! ( wait.... this is not fun ! ok . well , I was so goood at work that I'm popurlar internationally that I didn't know who the hell fall out boys is . ) Well , pete wentz bladder is kinna BIG ( the news says so , he went toilet for like 4 times in an HOUR ) the toilet happens to be at ground floor , me and my photogragher went to the hotel to have an EXCLUSIVE interview with fall out boys . my photograher went to park the car and I told him I'll be at the lunch room waiting for him . I went in the carpark lift alone . When It reach the ground floor , pete wentz took the lift with me (*drools) I politely smiled in my red mini dress , vera wangs jacket and jeans with my gourgeos jimmy choo stillos (note:these things don't belong to me , it belongs to my fantasy & I'm looking georgeos ) he gave a wow look . 'soooo , what are you doing here ?' he tried to make a small talk 'ohh , I've got work here . ' I said politely back . he tried to say somthing but nothing came out of his mind . then , when we got into 5th floor the lift broke down . I nearly fell , but pete caught me just in time . 'thenks ' I gasp . His arms is strong & perfect . haha . 'ohh , well . looks like we're gonna get stuck here for quite sometime . well , at least until heip comes . 'he tried to hide his grinn and manage a casual smile . I calm down as usual , keeping my cool . I lookes around . thinking , I can't miss my interview . Its exclusive . I need to be the lunch room right now !!! I turned to him and look serously . ' I need ti get out off here as soon as possible . I got an exclusive . I'll pay you anything to help me get out off here ' he stared then he finnally grin .'OK , I don't need your money . I just want you to do something for me . When I ask you , your answer must be a yes . thats all . do we have a deal ? ' I look at him curously . well , I dont have to time to think . (like I want to think . it's my fantasy ) I simply agreed . 'there is a squre there right ? well , all we have to do is reach it push it up and we're done . we're just a few cetremeters away from the nxt floor . c'mon , hold me up . ' I looked at him as if hes out of his mind . he's like damn heavy . he seems like he could read my mind . 'Ok , mebbe you can't carry me up . You go up then . Come on ! ' I took out my stillos and my jacket . thew them down on the floor . ( Poor babies . its to make me look cooler ) climbed his hands , he took me up like a bench . (*squel) i pushed it all up when the lift starts moving & i ended up leaning on top of him he was leaning to kiss me when I pull my self into kneeling position . the doors open . People are staring at us & the parents went like 'heys , kids . close your eyes ' we quickly stamble up . I tottaly forgot about my stills and jacket . took up my briefcase and speed of bare foot . pete didn't follow . then , on the lunch room which I was late . I found out 1 of the band members was late too . then 5 minutes later , when patrick was giving me an intro about the band , pete showed out with my jacket and stillos . I was so shocked & speechless . I stood up my chair . 'PETE . YOU FINNALY CAME ! ' andy shouted . 'what are you doing holding a woman jacket & shoes ? ' 'OH , it's mine . hi , I guess we meet again . thanks again . ' i took his hands after wearing back my stuff . the boys , with my phograher looked at us we explained & pete remind me of the deal (opps) I gave him my bissnus card and he gave me him number . and we got on the exclisive . his something was a date with me . and we kissed at the end

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My brother and his guts .

one word . fuck . fuck my damned brother . he's such a baby . I got an awfull feeling that my brother's two feet is so damn useless . I mean . when he got into trouble he wats to blame ppl so he can save his own skin . I mean , when he grows up and decide to be a mastermind . and he does not even have the brain to be alert and save himself . imagine it , his smaller sister can own up for her own thing & save her own skin while her coward brother can't . Imagine how ashamed I wasn . lk a few days . my brother caught playing maple . my dad didnt know actually . he was yelling to ask my bro to go take a bath . this is the most obvouse sign for him to shut the damn thing and follow orders . but no ! he can't stop his addiction . he HAVE to play the stupid game . and u pulled my down the river with him . at last , I got fuckin wacked. I mean then i criend . not because my arm hurt . but because my brother is a coward . I mean hes cold hearted . he don't care what people feels . he just want to get what he wants . he a freaking liar . don't he feel guilty pulling ppl with him because he is dumb?? his skin must be darn thick . fuckin b

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ｻﾎﾉ｢ﾄﾙｵ｢,
ｻﾎﾉ｢ﾄﾙｵ｢
sry about the writing . its I wanna be by yourside or i want u to be by my side

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those unspoken words between us

met kishu at Febuary through my cousin abandon maple bandit , lisis . I was a noob but the hard core training blood of maple always ran through my vein as my brother wan a 13+ dragon knight there with on off gf that loves flocking him . ( no comment there) . I met a group of people most from my old school , all determine to hard core! Kishu however wasnt my cousin charac original maple bf . (Her real one was a jerk which I help her dump 1 days later ) the gang of friends was very loyal , funny and tops of that original . Althought like all Aquilla citizens , we hard core through our ways and by the time chinese new year holidays were over , I was already a 102 chief dit... . Kishu got upgraded to a 105 priest . I hate it but somehow aquila guys always take over hard cores girls like me . But all the fights we always had , something is forever sure , we were attarcted to each other . I dunno if I were dumb or not but whatever lovers we had at maple never stick . But another way round , our freinds and maple family got real suspisions. We rather have our pride than love . We were fools it was until few weeks later on vatentine day , I log in maple for our guild celabration for valentine day which I wan abselutely determine not to go because I haven't get a boyfriend to go with me . But my brother always fear valentine day in reality or maple . He has hes obvios reason . (His many many lovers ...) But he was beside me when the event took its place . The moment I never though could happen . I wished and hope every time I met him ,I hoped we would treat my gently with kindness like he did with all his gilfriends but kishu surprise me like always . Instead of following traditions like dating then getting married , he took a step forward and bend down whole ( u cant go down on bended knee b'cuz the charac dun even have knees . ) and ask if I would be his wife . The whole guild and our freinds were stunned so do I . I froze on my chair unable to move as if its my first time on zakum . It looked like hours for me then finnaly , kishu said 'are u gonna keep me on the ground forever or am I taking a bride home?? ' My brother flew to my rescue and type ' jon here , My sis froze in her seat and shes nodding now so I guess that means 'yes' . gratz u lucky bastard !' A week later of preparation and fights on what colour the weather is suppose to be and what dress should I wear , Kishu kept saying blind click a wheather and go naked on our wedding b'cuz he love in whatever i wore expacially when Im naked . (no comment there) But we finnaly tied the knot and baby ilmas came to the world , an exclusive guild for all of our wonderfull friends ...THE END

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What can I offer you today .

As I lay flat on my back ,
I look up to the heavens ,
'Lord , what was your plan for me today?'
I look to the wealth , to the famous , to the lucky ,
They have a better life than me .
I know I am lucky ,
to have a good lord like you ,
But I am still a human , incomplete,
full of greed , jelousy , ungratefull ,
SO dirty and unworthy !
As I lay my dirty hands to you ,
take all my treasures ,
gold , diomand , ruby
take all my heart ,
thrust , faith , loyalty
these are what my soul can offer .
I offer today ,
with all my faith and soul ,
to the world , to my god !
take what u can , never give me back!

Danced at 9:56 PM

A little something from me .

When I see you today , hopefully tomorrow ,
I look into your eyes maybe there is still some place for me ,
the thong in your fingers tells me your taken again ,
I wonder how the new chick look like ,
your heart tells me you dont love her .
I 'm not gonna tell you this ,
I'm not gonna try ,
Ive said this a million times even before our break up ,
follow your heart my friend .
I dont want you back you good for nothin jerk ,
I thought about it ,
she deserves a man like you ,
I gave my everything bcuz I was dumb and stupid ,
take this my friend ,
take your love from my heart ,
Il leave with a girl or maybe another buy .

Danced at 9:54 PM

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

today was real funny. I mean , elaine bought comics and today got ppl say got spot check . so , she freak out and we decided to hide at at blok D , the emty form six class rooms there . all of them were lock , but lucky I found one emty one . hah! i so smart . But , Pn loh was outside talkin to a guy lahz . So , dunno whether kenna seen anot . then I thought I wan clean , so when WJ check my pencil box tat time , she found markers . At first I wanted to hide at my bra , but , the form six classrooms sound more logic . so , I had to bend down , and ran like a duck . then , when I come back , elaine say the door nvr close , so I ran again like a duck ......Then , when I come back WJ say no sport check d . I wanted to scream , cuz I ran like a duck and my back hurts and I so freakin tired. So elaine went and take wif WJ . they actually crawl like babies . then I was watching at the door . and suddenly , WJ eyes poop out . soo cute!>.< . then , WJ came back wif the comic and I was wondering why elaine is soo long , so I crawl after her . then , elaine say behind like got ppl . and I look up . OMFG! PN LAU! DICIPLINE GURU! the look at ur with raised eye browned and shook her head . so , elaine say she lost her earing . smart girl . then , got ppl say got spot check again and its next class. so I have to run again like a duck . And then , later , after maths . I went like a duck again to take the book back cuz no more spot check . haizzzzzzz........ jye er say when I run tat time , she say my big head bouncing . lolx ..

Danced at 6:37 AM